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Betta Check......Myself

i've got a new thing in my life and for the first time EVER...it has nothing to do with the opposite sex.....even i'm impressed by that.

so i've been thinkin' pretty hard lately about life and all that it has to offer and i decided that it's time to get a little serious about my dreams. with no man to stear my way and no children to grace my life and no one to answer to about anything i do, it's time to pursue MY dreams. i've been the support system for others thus far in my life and when it was my turn to do something i've always wanted, it seems like someone or something has always offered obsticles that i could not over-come. first i put it off because i let an asshole professor tell me i wasn't good enough, then i put it off to get married...then i put it off so he could go to grad school....then i put off because i would never be able to afford it....then i wasn't smart enough to do it...then, then, then....yeah....then there was excuse after excuse. well folks, i've run out of excuses so now the only thing to do it commit myself to something real, something that i've always wanted and something for which i am expressing outloud to blogger world, family and friends so at least i have someone/something to answer to when i don't go through with it. it's the perfect time....no guy...no kid....and no need for either for a while anyway....wish me luck folks...so goes the blog

LSAT's are in june....i bought the study materials at barnes & noble on saturday, i have a 12-week study schedule.....DU costs 25K a year, CU costs 7K a year and Wyoming costs 10K a year (out of state).......if i pass the LSAT, i apply to schools by february and i'm off to become an attorney like i've always dreamed in sept of '06. no money to go but that's why gawd invented loans and credit cards right? if i'm going to be in debt (108K), it might as well be for some great cause right? ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY!!!

posted by spy @ 11:45 AM